R4R is being pretty sad so I guess I'll go for it, even if this isn't a style I like that much.
First, I'm going to talk about the previous review for a bit. I don't think his review is "shit" like you say, it's just his taste isn't exactly geared towards this genre. It's not that he doesn't want you to write what you like - he's just stating his honest opinion of what he thinks about the sound. Sure, he could try and adopt a more open-minded view, but I wouldn't call it "shit".
Anyway, actual review time.
Yays:
- Mixing sounds great! :D
- You know how to achieve a really big sound. That's something I don't see in a lot of unscouted users. Although I swear you've been scouted before... does a ban unscout an artist?
- It's not repetitive. Like you said, every drop is different. I like the variation.
- Nice melodies. It's not the best possible composition, but for hardstyle it's not bad.
Nays:
- Overall sound is really, really harsh. It's probably intentional, but here it's at the point where it just sounds bad. It's especially apparent during the first drop, where it's really loud and obnoxious. It can be loud, just don't make it so jarring. This, for me, is a pretty big flaw. It may fit the genre and it may fit your tastes, but personally it doesn't fit mine. Sorry. :/
- Not much dynamic variation after 1:20. All the soft sections are pushed to the beginning, and after that, everything's loud.